>These are the moments when I am at a sort of loss; maybe more accurately I realize that people live very different lives than what I came to expect as normal.

>These are the moments when I am at a sort of loss; maybe more accurately I realize that people live very different lives than what I came to expect as normal. I could not fathom a $900 obligation aside from rent, that I could already barely afford, at 25. "aside from rent" What if instead of renting something, you were living with parents and deciding to buy Tesla first? I'm not saying this is rational