Oh. Finally, someone in this comment section managed to explain what the hell was this truckload of words about, instead of commenting about "beautifully writte

Oh. Finally, someone in this comment section managed to explain what the hell was this truckload of words about, instead of commenting about "beautifully written prose". Now that I understand the essence, I think I can actually enjoy the shape. Still, simply telling an a->b story seems to be both an easier and more sure way to convey/evoke emotions than this "stream of consciousness" style or whatever it actually is.