This reminds me of my first year out of college in 198x at my first job when I really really enjoyed learning and playing and growing. Fast forward 20 years int

This reminds me of my first year out of college in 198x at my first job when I really really enjoyed learning and playing and growing. Fast forward 20 years into my career I was burned out and forced higher and higher up, to the point where every misunderstanding or new idea was a chance for me to stumble and be overcome by interdepartmental competition. Constant joy turned into constant fear in just two decades.