I don't think it's just cultural or anything for most people. Not just communication. I am usually not overly social at all, but I am now starting to crave othe

I don't think it's just cultural or anything for most people. Not just communication. I am usually not overly social at all, but I am now starting to crave other people's body warmth on a physical level. Feels like a headache... I can't enjoy anything anymore, because of it. The craving is there all the time, there is no substitute for the closeness I have not. I fantasize about pressing my body through an overcrowded club, collecting other people's sweat on me, friends screaming into my ears spitting all over my face. Sweat, sebum, saliva, warmth, smell, microbes, laughter, eye contact. It's not a sexual desire, it's something different completely drained, thirsty, essential for survival. I think back then, if my group abandoned me, I would just die of loneliness on the forest's mossy floor, no matter the circumstances. I am gonna be really irresponsible, once I got my vaccine shot. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vlmDh4LlaKo https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vlmDh4LlaKo