The candid answer, from reading your post and especially replies, is that you come across as a bit entitled and likely get denied job opportunities because of h

The candid answer, from reading your post and especially replies, is that you come across as a bit entitled and likely get denied job opportunities because of how you communicate. That might be good news, because you don’t have to change yourself but reframe your perspective. Preferably I’d suggest a mental health professional who focuses on your self narrative.. but I understand that can be expensive. Perhaps you could do something like a HealthyGamerGG coach. They are more affordable, and I think they’ll be able to give you the feedback you need to get past this. Best of luck!