I feel you. I was often told I wouldn't live to see 20, and at some point began internalizing it, and thus living as such. It's unbreakable now. Every hour I w

I feel you. I was often told I wouldn't live to see 20, and at some point began internalizing it, and thus living as such. It's unbreakable now. Every hour I work I think of friends who are no longer here, and the last thing I want to think of as I die is 'I should have taken more time for myself'. It seems like absolute madness that we give away so much of our lives when tomorrow is not a given. And if we take the dollar earned per hour worked of life, we learn that those with money and who earn more have lives with more 'value'. Fuck that. Do you, the rat race isn't for all of us, and maybe you will find a path to happiness somewhere out there. Success is not objective, you don't have to hold yourself to a broken society's standards.