There's a difference between software quality and software value. Maybe your quality is low but you can still add value in the right places on the right problem

There's a difference between software quality and software value. Maybe your quality is low but you can still add value in the right places on the right problems by understanding the context and use cases. Focus on that and you can still have a career. There are tons of examples of software teams weighing down their organizations with excessive investment in software quality and not enough on the business case and delivering value. Be a value-oriented developer and work for smaller organizations that necessarily prioritize value over quality. Learn and improve your coding practice on the job. There are lots of bad programmers making useful things every day. We've all written bad code. You are not your code. Coding is actually just one of the skills of a good prigrammer. Sounds like you've picked up some others, too. Build on your strengths. Write more code, watch videos, read books. If you don't enjoy programming, find a different career. Not everyone likes to program, but if you do you'll improve by doing more of it.