The fact that you have the self knowledge and modesty to admit that you're bad makes you already a better employee than 80% of your colleagues. Also your honest

The fact that you have the self knowledge and modesty to admit that you're bad makes you already a better employee than 80% of your colleagues. Also your honesty to admit your own mistakes will allow you to grow and improve. You should congratulate yourself, with your mindset you have it in you to become one of the very best.