Why do you seek this? Are you single? If you are, it could be as simple as not having a significant other. You know, the majority of people lived with a small

Why do you seek this? Are you single? If you are, it could be as simple as not having a significant other. You know, the majority of people lived with a small sphere of friends since grade school. Your typical junior high kid doesn’t have that many friends, and they cope with it and many cope with that for almost 20+ years. Were you a popular kid in high school? You’ll just have to learn coping mechanisms if things have changed, but many many people deal with a small sphere of connections just fine since childhood (and some literally deal with none). If the kids can do it, you can do it.