If you were on a blacklist I think companies wouldn't "waste" time interviewing you over multiple rounds, they would reject your application straight away. So k

If you were on a blacklist I think companies wouldn't "waste" time interviewing you over multiple rounds, they would reject your application straight away. So keep your chin up! But if you're recovering from a mental health crisis maybe it's better to stay away from startups as they tend to be high-stress work environments, I'd try to find a more steady job at a larger company or organization with a slower pace.