I don't believe in blacklisting. Something profound happened in your life and you're still putting back all the little pieces into a new and coherent view of yo

I don't believe in blacklisting. Something profound happened in your life and you're still putting back all the little pieces into a new and coherent view of your world. They could sense that without actually knowing. You're looking for a similar position you had? Would you expose yourself to more of the same thing that got to you in the first place?