I not sure PTSD but burning out mentally and physically is gonna cost you time in this life and not fun time. However, while it’s incredibly lonely in that room

I not sure PTSD but burning out mentally and physically is gonna cost you time in this life and not fun time. However, while it’s incredibly lonely in that room, like everything hard, there is so much to learn. Just know that it’s very difficult to get a handle on it till life moves on and you can see it with cleaner eyes. There is a reason why old, wise dudes/dudettes are relaxed, humble and kind. They’ve had their asses handed too them and got through it without turning bitter. Counsel. Properly.