Honestly, I have it, realized over the years I’ve had it since a teenager and I don’t like it. Subconsciously I keep females at a bit more distance than men. I

Honestly, I have it, realized over the years I’ve had it since a teenager and I don’t like it. Subconsciously I keep females at a bit more distance than men. I’m less likely to have personal conversations with them. I watch myself at social situations mostly interacting with other males and less with females. At a bar I’m more likely to end up chatting to guys than girls. I think there’s some subconscious fear of rejection mixed with an assumption that they’re not interested in talking to me, etc. And please don’t assume “oh he falls in the asshole crowd” as I see sibling comments already are. This is Northern Europe though. I’m pretty convinced it exists around you as well, it’s not necessarily visible even to those subject to it.