Same here. My father left when I was 6. My mother went cleaning to make some money. Later, she remarried and my step dad was well off, but he also had kids of

Same here. My father left when I was 6. My mother went cleaning to make some money. Later, she remarried and my step dad was well off, but he also had kids of his own, so it wasn't that much of an improvement. We didn't have much and all of my childhood I played video games I borrowed from friends on PCs I built of old parts I got from friends or in the trash. When I went to university, I suddendly met many people who had rich parents and I felt like the dumbest person around. I guess, I probably was, haha. Since coding paid well, I could clear all my dept realatively early after my degree and now I have saved some money. But I still have the feeling tomorrow all my clients will desert me.