Thank you for sharing your experience and the optimism. That fear feels similar to PTSD - we experienced something we never want us or anyone else to experienc

Thank you for sharing your experience and the optimism. That fear feels similar to PTSD - we experienced something we never want us or anyone else to experience. A lot of people don’t really understand how much space and luxuries we actually have around us. The trick is that in that modest house everything works, nothing leaks. The car starts and is safe and comfortable enough. If you take these for granted, it’s no big deal. But if you understand that this is in and of itself better than many places, boy is it satisfying when you have it. It is also terrifying that you may lose it again. The knowledge I feel makes for the better life. The fear unfortunately poisoned it for me for a long time, but I think I’m almost past it. Hope you are as well!