> What usually happens though is when I finally start I realize there is a ton of stuff not clear and it becomes a nice challenge again without any easy obvious

> What usually happens though is when I finally start I realize there is a ton of stuff not clear and it becomes a nice challenge again without any easy obvious solution, and I regret my procrastination, and power on into flow. Ugh I’m currently “working” on a project and as soon as I think I finally understand and sit down to start doing work I find out something else that effectively puts me back into “I’m a complete idiot who doesn’t understand this at all” mode.