This was nice from beginning to end, thank you. I feel like I grew up in a similar way, sad and confused about how everyone else knew what to do how they had th

This was nice from beginning to end, thank you. I feel like I grew up in a similar way, sad and confused about how everyone else knew what to do how they had their parents to guide them along the way. I also don't remember a lot of my past, I think from disscoiating while growing up; from either nothing happening or trauma. I don't feel any way towards it now, but I'm happy Im more aware and could relate to your experience.