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I want to die too...

• yarg 6y ago
  More than I want to die, I want not to be a part of the omnicidal stupidity that seems to define humanity. I really do want not to die, and I see a viable path forward with that as a result. An illegal and seasonal path. I last took a dose in July, and those malignant fucking thoughts are returning. And nurses keep telling me that psilocybin clearly has not worked (all the while advocating a pill a day, pill a day, pill a day). If you see a drowning man take a gasp of air, and the keep right on drowning that does not mean that the air did not work. The system is fucked - but try not to let it eat you.