Preface: Just going to be blunt. You don't have an "alternate personality" you're a borderline sociopath. Lay off the pot, or save it for special occasions.

Preface: Just going to be blunt. You don't have an "alternate personality" you're a borderline sociopath. Lay off the pot, or save it for special occasions. Search for meaning outside of your own flesh and your own wallet. Get some religion. Get a better shrink, and keep it in your pants. Possibly most important, you need to disclose this to your board. Getting high and posting something like this is a cry for help and action must be taken. Maybe find a replacement, and take a sabbatical. Maybe rehab, maybe spend time with your family, but you need a change of pace to reflect on how you want to live te rest of your life. Yes I was blunt. I've dealt with my own depression, shrinks, etc. Family members with bipolar disorder. Watched a former CEO fall off the wagon and derail a company. This is not something to shrug off.