I used to smoke weed every day. At the end of the day after work, I would vape until I was fairly intoxicated. Almost everything was better on weed--sex, food,

I used to smoke weed every day. At the end of the day after work, I would vape until I was fairly intoxicated. Almost everything was better on weed--sex, food, television, etc. I would be out with friends and look forward to getting home and smoking weed. In essence, it made being bored fun. But I started to question who I really was when I smoked weed. I was in a different state mentally, a state that in many ways was disconnected to my sober state. Almost as if I were a different person. I eventually completely quit because it seemed like a black hole in my day and in my life, where the sober me just lost valuable time and focus. It also dampened my motivation. Part of it may have been physiological, I would be less focused the next day. But part of it was also that compared to being on weed, life was just not as enjoyable when I was sober. I did not like that contrast.