Another one here who is really not that great at it. I also find my interest in getting better at it waning by the day, because I know I'll still be mediocre no

Another one here who is really not that great at it. I also find my interest in getting better at it waning by the day, because I know I'll still be mediocre no matter how hard I try. But right now it's a choice between software or an unskilled low paid job, as I have no other skills.