Friend, dropping 50 since May 2020 is amazing! You're kicking ass. PVCs are a damned scary feeling - that fluttering is something that I would have gladly gone

Friend, dropping 50 since May 2020 is amazing! You're kicking ass. PVCs are a damned scary feeling - that fluttering is something that I would have gladly gone my entire life without experiencing. I was basically where you are, BMI and I and friend, I believe in you completely. However, you're going through PVCs and dealing with that anxiety so I'm going to share something a little dark. I really firmly believe that whoever coined the term 'a broken heart' to describe the loss of love had had a heart condition too. They are so close, emotionally and even physically. Point being, you're going through a lot and if you need a friend to talk to, my email is in my profile. If you're anything like me, waking up in the middle of the night (4am was my hour) might be pretty rough. I'll give you my phone number and if you need, call me at 4am and we'll have a talk. I believe in you so much that if you're interested, I'll hold off on qualifying for the Boston marathon and wait for you. Even if you don't want to run it with me, come to Boston. We'll celebrate how far we have both come.