Yeah, I regimented my life more than basically anyone. Quit all hobbies, prevented me from doing anything for days. Even with all of that I couldn't focus on do

Yeah, I regimented my life more than basically anyone. Quit all hobbies, prevented me from doing anything for days. Even with all of that I couldn't focus on doing homework, instead I just lied down in my bed and stared at the ceiling for hours on end. Or sat in a chair and stared at the wall. I knew I should do the world, and I knew that the only way to do the work was to prevent me from doing everything else in the world, yet even when the work was the only thing I could do I still often didn't do it. Nothing worked until I got medication. The funny thing is that I lived undiagnosed like that until I was 30. Imagine if ADHD was better understood when I was a kid...