Maybe the disillusionment does not have it‘s origins in your work situation but stems from other areas of your life? - I am in my late fourties, and I feel grea

Maybe the disillusionment does not have it‘s origins in your work situation but stems from other areas of your life? - I am in my late fourties, and I feel great satisfaction whenever I am sitting at my desk and writing code, hacking, automating stuff, solving problems using my computer. - I have a similar anecdote regarding Turbo Pascal. In highschool, I had visualized a breakdown of vector forces in an electromagnetic field, and my teacher was thrilled. In order to be able to do that I had written my own vector and matrix calculus libraries.)