Feels like this question is difficult to answer in the moment? I was single for a long time and I enjoyed being single then I decided I didn't want to be alone

Feels like this question is difficult to answer in the moment? I was single for a long time and I enjoyed being single then I decided I didn't want to be alone and it was quite easy to find someone given how hard life usually is. I would say I've been successful but what if we don't get married? Or if we do what if we grow to resent each other decades down the line? I think given that I've been true and authentic in all my love affairs and been happy so far, that I have been successful but I need to work hard to make sure it stays that way.