I have read the three monothiestic religions and have a practicing budhist for 3. Thousands of hours of silence now. As the buddha states, we must all each do t

I have read the three monothiestic religions and have a practicing budhist for 3. Thousands of hours of silence now. As the buddha states, we must all each do the work, not adhere to scripture - the work is simple yet hard - i suggest you try vipassana or any type of extended silence retreats (muslim, christian ... it doesnt matter. I spoke wirh christisn and muslims who were on intensive prayer retreats, they reported the same experience) seek truth within yourself brother - if you chase interpretation and opinion, you will spiral down. The truth itself is within you, in your flesh, inside your mind is an undying light surrounded by your traumas/impurities. Don't try to assume .. simply discover - the mind wishes to argue its way around truth and console itself with what it thinks is intellectual, but its just a battery of randomness. Call it what we may, jhanna, yana, grace .. the understanding is truth itself - i wont and cant convince you, its work left for you. I for one, do not see separation a anymore