I don't have anything to offer other than sympathy, but I just wanted to thank for this post. I'm going through exactly the same thing as you, and asking mysel

I don't have anything to offer other than sympathy, but I just wanted to thank for this post. I'm going through exactly the same thing as you, and asking myself the same questions. You're obviously more experienced than me, so it's actually reassuring that this happens to more senior people.