I think you need to accept that your own momentary satisfaction / alleviation of boredom doesn't outweigh the harm done to victims of crime. You'll be tempted t

I think you need to accept that your own momentary satisfaction / alleviation of boredom doesn't outweigh the harm done to victims of crime. You'll be tempted to rationalize it, but you shouldn't. Instead, learn to live with discomfort. This should help: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9wdsJayLhnM https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9wdsJayLhnM