I have a bad habit of doing this. Every now and then I get a sudden surge of motivation so powerful that it allows me to uproot myself. Typically, I tell myself

I have a bad habit of doing this. Every now and then I get a sudden surge of motivation so powerful that it allows me to uproot myself. Typically, I tell myself I’m going to take a new job and fix everything wrong in my life. I even come up with short and long term plans to do it. Then a year later I’m in the same depressed state I was before and have to wait for whatever will trigger the next surge and restart the cycle.