I can relate to some of what your trying to communicate. Much of my questions about the quality & persuites of my habits where answered when I read Carl Jung's

I can relate to some of what your trying to communicate. Much of my questions about the quality & persuites of my habits where answered when I read Carl Jung's "Structure & Dynamics of the Psyche". I also found an online community[0] that studies philosophy & focuses on how to apply it to daily habits. Much of what philosophers like Carl Jung & the Academy Of Ideas articulated might not be scientific fact, but what I can confirm is that almost everyone will find them very therapeutic and helpful in a sense. It has become sort of my "church" [0]: https://academyofideas.com/ https://academyofideas.com/