According to your model, you are part of the audience too. So I assume (using your logic) that you are difficult to work with too or is still trying to find you

According to your model, you are part of the audience too. So I assume (using your logic) that you are difficult to work with too or is still trying to find your feet? I (for one) doesn’t fit in your model. And I am also pretty sure I am not the only one. So I recommend perhaps adjusting your model to fit reality better?