It's not the sleep that frustrates me, but knowing that I will never wake up. I don't mind "not existing" for some periods of time. But I hate that what I have

It's not the sleep that frustrates me, but knowing that I will never wake up. I don't mind "not existing" for some periods of time. But I hate that what I have experienced so far (plus a few more years, depending on how lucky I get) is all I will ever experience. So many possibilities, so little time, and most of the time is spent doing some kind of maintenance (most of that is making money to pay your bills).