I still get the excitement from time to time. Don't quite understand the whats hows or whys though. I still work on projects I think are cool, but they continuo

I still get the excitement from time to time. Don't quite understand the whats hows or whys though. I still work on projects I think are cool, but they continuously seem to stray away from programming while still being anchored in tech. It comes are goes these days. Going back I'd never have gone into this as a career. I'm not particularly good at anything anyway, and it would be nice not to have any pressure, even form myself.