I'm hesitant to comment on this as I am a legacy of what you perceive as imperialistic violence and exploitation but I'm hoping that you posted here to foster a

I'm hesitant to comment on this as I am a legacy of what you perceive as imperialistic violence and exploitation but I'm hoping that you posted here to foster a conversation. Just to clarify, is your main issue with: the charity, volunteering, and other forms of altruism offered by western "do gooders" whom you cannot disassociate with a history of imperialistic violence and exploitation or is your issue with: your countrymen who are seemingly welcoming of their assistance? I assume you understood the conditions attached to your scholarship, including the requirement to participate in the exact behavior you are condemning. If so, why did you accept the scholarship in the first place?