Not clinical, but meditative: I use mushrooms sometimes (rarely, very carefully) while meditating. They tend to stimulate the area around the vagus nerve - an

Not clinical, but meditative: I use mushrooms sometimes (rarely, very carefully) while meditating. They tend to stimulate the area around the vagus nerve - and since meditation is partly frustration, that in turn triggers “uncomfortable” memories. Also, they seem to smoothen nervous activity? Meditating with closed eyes, often the “black net if colored dots” i see when im sober gets a new more fluid attribute, less choppy. More often than not, intense crying ensues, and quite a bit of unconscious material surfaces and get confronted. One drawback to “scoring mushrooms” for emotional healing is quality is inconsistent - I imagine consistent quality and able hands could greatly help traumatized individuals .. its not a trip in the hedonistic sense, its quite frankly aching to a religious experience