What you're looking at doing is buying a lotto ticket that has 12 - 18 months of wages and time attached to it. Why not just work on it as a side project. Like

What you're looking at doing is buying a lotto ticket that has 12 - 18 months of wages and time attached to it. Why not just work on it as a side project. Like is there a hard deadline where you have to meet that requires this rush to release?