Why don't you give it a try? Think of it like a proof of concept. You don't just write perfect code every single time you sit down, right? Sometimes you write

Why don't you give it a try? Think of it like a proof of concept. You don't just write perfect code every single time you sit down, right? Sometimes you write something and test whether it'll work. Sometimes you find it works, other times it doesn't. I encourage people to try to do the same with their life. I was always of the mind "Meditation is some kind of stupid mumbo jumbo and it's dumb and a waste of time" I now meditate, because I tried it and realized it was helping me. You don't have to go into some idea thinking this is the rest of your life, it's not, you can try something, see if it helps you or you enjoy it. If you aren't enjoying it or you don't see it actually helping you then stop and do something different. I read a lot, over 20 books this year, most of it fiction. It has replaced watching tv in 2020 and I set a goal to read at least 30 minutes a day.