The refund is a hard one for me. I hate what I and my family had to go through, but I like the person I became because of it, I like the knowledge I got because

The refund is a hard one for me. I hate what I and my family had to go through, but I like the person I became because of it, I like the knowledge I got because of mindless hyperfocus on things I shouldn't have cared about, and the stimulants make me able to do whatever I want. It helps that I found out about it before my mid 20s.