I reached a level where i wanted to learn, prepared everything, my desk, materials, made a plan and i knew why i had to learn and honestly i like to learn new t

I reached a level where i wanted to learn, prepared everything, my desk, materials, made a plan and i knew why i had to learn and honestly i like to learn new things. When you sit in front of your clean and prepared desk with over 20 and you sit there and hold a pen and you look at the book and nothing happens and you just can't and give up after 15 or 20 minutes starring at it, i realized thats how it is. I don't know where this blockage comes from, i know it took me quite a while to see this barrier so clearly but i know now this was always here. Ritalin just solved this problem. I had a small wall to break through with Ritalin, easy and then i just did it.