It sounds to me like you're conflicted about whether the dreams are worth analysis. If I were in that position I'd analyze my full history of dream analysis. Wh

It sounds to me like you're conflicted about whether the dreams are worth analysis. If I were in that position I'd analyze my full history of dream analysis. What has paying lots of attention to my dreams gotten me? How has the experience changed over the years? Am I different now as a result? In what ways am I better, in what ways worse? The solution to many addiction problems (which you suggest this might be) can be to simply be more context-aware. In the heat of a game, of course you want to keep playing the game. But the more you think about your entire life's context, who you are vs. who you want to be, what you need to get done vs. what you're getting done -- the less focus the object of addiction is able to retain. (Fun related fact -- more than half of drug addictions in the US are simply "outgrown", with no intervention to blame.)