I assume you don't have skills if you don't dedicate your life to it. I assume you have blah blah blah family blah blah blah memories in which you chose some so

I assume you don't have skills if you don't dedicate your life to it. I assume you have blah blah blah family blah blah blah memories in which you chose some something else over harnessing your skills. Something you can only do when when you have a job in the first place. You more or less defined mediocrity