Mentioned again later on: > For the first time in my life I have bought a pair of premeditatively tight shoes. These shoes are small and look nice. My No 2 m

Mentioned again later on: > For the first time in my life I have bought a pair of premeditatively tight shoes. These shoes are small and look nice. My No 2 mind (acquired mind) has succeeded in convincing my No 1 mind (primal mind or heart) that it is pure vanity, conceit and folly to suffer bodily pains that ones person may have graces the outcome of secret agony.