I spent the first two years of my post college time deeply unemployed and then severely underpaid for a few months. I get it. I had to interview with about 80 c

I spent the first two years of my post college time deeply unemployed and then severely underpaid for a few months. I get it. I had to interview with about 80 companies and do over 15 half-day or full-day onsites to get an okay job. Even that job was terrible in its own ways and I left only a year or so later. So, I get it. I just don’t get the part where it seems like you’ve given up.