As a kid I spent a lot of time wandering around a cemetery near my grand parent’s house, I read tombstones of folks, some of them younger than I was; That someh

As a kid I spent a lot of time wandering around a cemetery near my grand parent’s house, I read tombstones of folks, some of them younger than I was; That somehow numb my fear of death as I considered each day alive as a gift. Now as a father I fear death not because of actually leaving this world but dying before my kids are old enough to take care of themselves. I see Derek had the same fear and that must have been devastating for him, so sad. I pray and wish his daughters and wife well.