You feel OK for now. There might be depression and increasing anger, once you realise the kid is still needy and your partner is now occupied with #2. On a mo

You feel OK for now. There might be depression and increasing anger, once you realise the kid is still needy and your partner is now occupied with #2. On a more serious note, for me consumption at this point in my life is a vicious cycle that does not make me a happier or better person - yet the circumstances keep pushing me towards it.