It does reach a point that living is worse than death. Had a similar final. Intentionally became a lunatic at ER. Refused to take prescribed blood thinner,

It does reach a point that living is worse than death. Had a similar final. Intentionally became a lunatic at ER. Refused to take prescribed blood thinner, which is a quick death for me. They finally listened and gave me a different one. Life drastically improved after that’s.