Kinda ridiculous how much I want this and at the same time how much I don't. Like I love how easy it is to use, everything immediately makes sense... but I can'

Kinda ridiculous how much I want this and at the same time how much I don't. Like I love how easy it is to use, everything immediately makes sense... but I can't get over my abject horror of the 90s UI. (even though it's 1000x better than anything some graphics design "expert" could make today.