Dude, sorry for the tone, but yes, you need to snap out of it. I don't feel particularly sorry for you because I was faced with the exact same situation as you

Dude, sorry for the tone, but yes, you need to snap out of it. I don't feel particularly sorry for you because I was faced with the exact same situation as you, and I ended up in some pretty lofty places. All under my own power, so it's not impossible. No source of funding? Go to a fast food place and get one. You say you code in C#. That's good, it's a technology people expect to pay money for. Anyway, see my other post about how I did it, just so you have an example.