I just joined Toptal, in a month it gave me so many very interesting work opportunities, client contacts and confidence in my market value. It doesn't seem diff

I just joined Toptal, in a month it gave me so many very interesting work opportunities, client contacts and confidence in my market value. It doesn't seem difficult to stand out among the other devs there (or maybe all the good ones are already fully booked), and my rich past experience has been nothing but a plus in the eyes of the clients. To be frank though, I consider still working with my own hands after XX years of experience to be a big, big failure.