I've been answering this question a lot so I'm just gonna copy paste another comment I wrote elsewhere - >I am currently seeing a therapist and psychiatrist. I

I've been answering this question a lot so I'm just gonna copy paste another comment I wrote elsewhere - >I am currently seeing a therapist and psychiatrist. I'm also not looking for general help or a diagnosis from anyone, which people tend to do inappropriately sometimes on the internet. That's why I've been somewhat vague. I'm just looking for other people's experiences specific to either starting a company or being a programmer. That's not something I can really get from my therapist.